I just sat in front of the piano and bawled my eyes out. I couldn't do it. I didn't know why, but I just couldn't. I couldn't play if I knew someone was listening to me. Anxiety, perhaps? Maybe it was that I wasn't used to playing in front of people. Whatever it was, it gnawed at me, and I drowned in my own pathetic tears of self-limitation.
So yeah, that's what I did today, and I sound so emo right now I could...cry.